OUR RELATIONSHIP IS OVER

                                

I wake up every morning and still have this one thought hunting me, I have tried and really don’t know how to get rid of it.The more I try the more the accuser stands beside me to re-play the video of my past, But I vividly remember the preacher speaking that fateful morning in my Sunday school class that I have every right to control my life, speech, thoughts and even pasts. But it doesn't work here, am I an alien or something?

CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF: MENTAL WORKINGS

I do not understand life, its processes and those involved; the lack of care and inhumane actions, some from friends, most from family. Nothing hurts more than having your own family turn its back on you when you need them the most. It hurts. It’s bad, it’s…sick.I really have to stop thinking this way though. If no one cares about me, at least I should care about myself! Is it my fault I was raped by my uncle? Is it my fault I got pregnant as a result? Is it my fault that I am not capable of taking care of a child and those who are supposed to help me turned their backs on me so family name could be protected? Will it be my fault if I have to give the child up for adoption…?

ITS ALL ABOUT LOVE(EPISODE 3)

We cannot teach people anything; we can only help them discover it within themselves.
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We cannot teach people anything; we can only help them discover it within themselves.
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“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart” Helen Keller  

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return but what hurts the more is not to get the courage to let the person know how feel. One sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out that you both are not meant to be and you just have to let go. 

Maybe God wants you to meet a few bad people (sounds weird) before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right one we would be grateful. Love is when you take away away the feeling, passion and romance (sex, kissing, caressing) and find out you still care for that person. . . . I can imagine the thoughts going through your head now, is it possible? How can there be care without a feeling?